Saturday, November 28, 2009


I am thankful for:

-almost being done with school
-cooking my first turkey with zero messing up
-getting to relax for a little while
-having a job that I love
-having a family that supports me even though they dont always understand
-being married to the most amazing man I know and being able to love him and have him love me back.

Monday, November 23, 2009


Kyle is the greatest thing ever.
This weekend reaffirmed how much I love him.
Just being around him makes me happy.
We had some lazy, pillow talks. Those are the best.
When you are just laying together looking into each other eyes...knowing that is this person gets you so completely, more than anyone on this earth.
They like your weird quirkiness and don't mind too much if you are a little messy.
They will just remind you to pick up the pile of clothes....
My favorite thing to do since Kyle wont let us turn on the heat is to torture him.
It usually ends in an extreme wrestling match. He usually wins...

But I have a few tricks, I am very wiggly.
I have low blood pressure, so my hands and feet get cold. Really cold.
I try to get under his shirt and touch his skin with my cold hands or feet.
He hates it.
It makes me laugh so much.

Last night I couldn't get to sleep. Probably because of a 3 hour nap I took.
I lay in bed for an hour thinking. I was so greatful for the window in our room that showed the shadows of the tree right outside on the blinds. I stared at it and thought.

"I love my life. I love the decisions I have made and will be making. I know so deeply that they are right and will increase my happiness."

I have decided not to go to grad school. Telling my parents was heartbreaking. I didn't want to disappoint them. They have always wanted me to succeed.

I want to be a mother. SO BADLY.
I go to work and hold these beautiful babies and the desire grows stronger.
I play with the toddlers and laugh when they try to eat crayons.
The preschoolers, 5 year olds, and up and up. I secretly love them all.

I want my own. I want a life with children that bring me joy.
A masters degree couldn't never bring that much...

Monday, November 16, 2009

Reading MLIA in class is a bad idea.

I am in my womens studies class currently. The topic is violence against women. It is a deep subject, but overall this class is extremely boring. Today I decided to bring my computer.
After reading some articles I have resorted to the website

Basically its hilarious. The problem is, every now and then I have been snickering or snorting out laughs....

I hope they don't think I am laughing about violence against women...
I keep pretending I am blowing my nose.

New Hobby

This can be hilarious at times....

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I can see my breath

That is how cold it is in my apartment. Kyle promises that we will get a space heater this weekend...

I am a pansy.

To endure the cold, we will read scriptures.

Monday, November 9, 2009


Had the sisters over this weekend. This is what we did.
  • kyle attacked us as the blanket monster for a good 30 minutes
  • watched sonny with a chance and hannah montana
  • ate some free chocolate at theo's and skipped the tour
  • went to the space needle
  • went to pike place (bought a mermaid, hair clip, crepe, and doughnuts)
  • went to target to get margaret underwear (she forgot to bring some)
  • went home and watched more hannah montana
  • went to dinner at Koasamai (thai restaurant that catered our wedding)
  • went to the fremont troll (margaret did NOT like it)
  • went to WOW bubble tea and played connect four. Margaret legitimately beat me once.
  • went home and watched Shirley Temple movies while Kyle watched FlashForward
Sunday we went to Church and then drove to Cle Elum to meet my dad and pass them over.
Overall it was a very fun weekend.